The Final Stretch

It has been 4 months, I have been weighed, measured, and to the gym so many times over this period of time. I have so far lost almost 7 inches off my belly and over 35 pounds. I only have 2 days left to go after today........ yet it seems so hard! I can see the finish line of this great undertaking, but with the end so close, I just want it to be OVER! What is it that is so hard? It is not going to the gym, it is not even the food, well it is partly the food, although with weekly cheating, I think the food would be manageable..... it is the camera, the daily grind of having to be a slave to it. We don't run camera's all day, heck we don't even run them everyday, but having to live a life compatible to having the camera ready at all times or moving my schedule and work habits around to work with the camera operators and the gyms schedule (the gym specified certain times when camera use is allowed), I just feel so DONE with it all! Maybe it is just the food, or the desire for certain food making my brain go crazy at this point, but I still think that once the last reel of footage is shot and the lights are turned off, I am going to be able to breathe a big sigh of relief and say........,"Finally, it is finished!"